It was a very unforgettable day for me because it was " Dragon Boat Festival" and it was also my friend's funeral. It has been two weeks since it happened. I was less sad by the time but I was still blue. The first week was terrible because I cried a lot when I thought of her or I saw anything which made me think of her. I could not have any mood to attend any activities. After attending her funeral, I was much better at least my mood was not that bad or blue. Maybe through that funeral cured me some parts of my sadness and I also felt that life is very fragile and unexpected.
I had to say that I was not sad than I thought on the way to the funeral after two weeks. However, when I arrived there I could not cry again. I remembered that another friend asked me that why my eyes like a tap because they were full of tears and could not stop. It it true and it is me. I think it is a way that helps me to release my sorrow. The funeral did not take a long time but it was warmth and solemn. Although it was a festival, some friends still came to say goodbye to her. After ceremony my friend and I also went to crematory. Three of us used to be best friends because we used to meet once per month before she was ill. This was the last thing we could do for her that was to keep with her at the end of funeral.
It was a extremely hot day but it was a rainy day in my heart. I felt calm without any sad thoughts on my way home. Maybe it was because the heat made me forget about it. However, I knew that I could say goodbye to her with my blessing. May she go to a place without sickness and pain. We do not forget you because you will be aways in our hearts although we were saying goodbye to you.
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